I changed the name of the blog.
We went for our first ultrasound appointment today and found out that there are two babies, not one, growing in my belly. David said to me, "This is perfect. Well, as perfect as it can be."
Nothing will ever be perfect, someone will always be missing, and no matter how many babies are in my belly none of them are Charlie. And they never will be. But, we can strive to get as close to perfect as life can be. It will never be as perfect as we once thought, but it might just get close.